Break My Heart♥

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sian ahhhhh!!

so long never blog le.

almost everyday workin.

lookin forward for christmas n christmas eve.

♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 7:00 PM

New skin

feel bored so i change my skin.
my blog is like dead.
no one is here...
nvm.
father stop me from goin basketball court..
idiot!
he don care abt me...
end here...

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 12:03 AM

result

OM!!
i got into the class i always wanted!!
i just love it.
I'm so excited for next year.
just love it.
look forward too..
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continue of the last post.
went to bintan.
i got alot of fun there.
went to the high school.
try my best to talk to them.
at least they did understand.
i mean somehow.
we went to the orphanage play with the orphans.
they didn't really have education.
so they only understand Malay.
they don really understand English but some do.
the second day they came to our resort..
we plan games to play with them.
everything was nice.
they have fun so do we.
at nite we r allow to have free time.
some of us went to play bowling.
then went to buy things for family.
everything was great.
third day.
went for a trail.
it was very hot.
walking on disgusting things makes me feel uneasy.
glad that the boys willing to help me n all.
they carry me up the hill.
not really carry.
hold my hand n make sure i don fall.
the boys also wanted to carry me because i look very tired.
but at last i make it.
hahax.
they r helpful even though they maybe very idiot at times.
then we went to wash up n eat our dinner then we went for our free time again.
just love it.
Wat i hate most is the ferry.
it makes me feel very unwell.
I'm glad that the boys take care of me n ask me if I'm alright anot.
just happy for that.
did write alot of things in my diary..
hahax..
when i got out of the ferry i really feel like vomiting.
seriously.
i was very dizzy.
i couldn't really wake properly.
so the boys help me take my bags.
thx.
i think so girls r jealous so they came up to me n ask why i cant take it by myself.
I'm really unwell.
no one know...
took a taxi home.
went home ate abit n went to slp.
i slp like a pig man.
hahax.

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 11:19 PM

back from Bintan

hey!!
im back from Bintan.
is fun n nice there.
i enjoy myself.
more soon.

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 2:20 PM

swimmin

is a fun day today.
goin for swimmin with YiLi KaiXin n Asheley.
is fun..
went into the deep pool.
damn scary..
havin a bad experience.
but is still fun after all.
hahax.
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why is friendship more complicated than a relationship?
why cant they jus understand wat each other wann.
n stop makin things worst.
seriously.
both side have fault.
but now we all r not together anymore.
they did not steal me away.
is u with that gp that throw me away.
i don wish to be a toy anymore.
they throw me as n when u like.
somehow i dare not believe her anymore.
i have been thrown 2 times.
i hate it.
im not a toy.
i have feelings.
somehow i don think u r my true friend now.
did i betray u?
i guess not.
but somehow u did.
i try to hold on to this friendship.
but is u who make me cant hold on.
u jus pushin me away.
jus glad that u back with them now.
but this does matter to me.
because i found a place where i can be.
even though seein u all happy make me feel sad but i kno i can be happy.
because i have friends who truly care for me.
i don kno who is at fault first.
but is all in the past.
why cant it be forgive n forget.
mayb cant ba.
think abt it..

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 11:40 PM

exam over

back from school..
my exam over.
my marks r not very gd but at least i pass my english.
at least a C5.
for sure.
hahax.
the rest still ok.
im lookin forward for my maths.
seriously.
hahax.
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im goin Bintan next fri to sun.
so wont not be postin again.
im rather busy durin the hoilday.
don keep myself free at all.
jkjk.
wann go out can sms me.
will try find time.
hahax..
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a fun outin yesterday.
went to bowlin n the go make window art n cycle with my classmate.
is so cool.
but i injure myself.
the bicycle handle was too short make me keep hittin it.
is so pain.
got blue black now.
so sad.
end here.

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 3:29 PM

exam

exam real soon..
work hard!
wont onlin for sometime..
bb

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 10:27 PM

new hair

HAMSTER!!! SO CUTE

new hair!!

the hamster very cute right??

Ahahahax!!

goin crazy!!

i wann hamster.

but parents don allow nvm.

hahax.

but is so cute.

the hamster got bit my hand sia.

but i don mind when is cute.

seriously very cute.

i wann!!

goin crazy..

hahax.

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my new hair..

nice?

bangs sia.

first time.

i think is ok.

some say i look cute.

hahax..

i still wann cut.

jkjk.

i wann grow long hair.

don think goin cut but mayb only the front.

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holidays were nice.

go out got study.

really.

hahax..

school open le.

have to wake up early again le.

so sad.

but nvm..

hahax.

end here.

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 11:28 PM

flu

dead blog soon.
hahax.
freakin havin flu now.
feel so damn it.
kill me!!
:'(
dyin of flu.
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went back to my pri school.
so fun.
i love it.
it been long time since i saw my pri school friends n teachers.
really miss them.
but nv see my honey n mei lei.
so sad.
:(
nvm got chance can meet de.
i believe so.
YewWei my presents!!
seriously i wann them..
i will wait.
someday i will go ur house n get..
hahax.
meet everyone someday.
:D

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 11:18 PM

teacher's day

has been very busy these few days.
busy preparing teacher's day.
tomorrow is the teacher's day.
wish i wont do ath wrong ba.
i will be at PA room doing my duty there.
i tomorrow 630 need reach school.
im very tired..
dont wish to wake up to early..
but no choice.
end here.
byebye.

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 11:19 PM

im really hurt~

the title is from a song..
feel so fan now.
i don wann go work but i have to.
is a mus not a ath.
haiz..
really busy these days..
school things really make me real busy.
really.
activities comin up.
really tired of all these..
i don think i really have enough slp these few days.
haiz..
wat can i do i don kno.
always wish is happy day but not.
things really not that smooth after all.
haiz..
hate it!!
but i jus cant change the fact..

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 11:55 PM

WMYC

WMYC!!

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 11:42 PM

went ikea.
nice one.
hahax.
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went to change my tagboard!!
don like the colour of last time one.
i like this one!!
all blue!!
hahax..
goin crazy of blue man.
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i think i end here ba.
busy!!
bb.

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 11:44 PM

arrr...
so sian.
how ar?
ohh damn it.
hate today english.
is jus one period n make me hate it so much.
seriously.
then how much will i hate tomorrow?
is 3 period of english!!
hate it!!
none of us will love it.
asshole.
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my sis playin my itouch.
she is always playin my itouch.
MY itouch.
call her bf get one for her better.
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me goin slp soon.
not tired but have to slp.
off i go.

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 11:57 PM

sad

stupid!!
wat wrong with me gettin into relationship with mandy on facebook.
i don get it.
so wat if im a les.
but im not.
hahax..
wen hui!!!
i will disturb u now.
hahax.
im jus bored.
haiz..
so sian.
one of my relative jus pass away.
even i don really kno him.
but i still feel sad.
after all is still my relative...
haiz..

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 10:59 PM

im not a toy

since long nv post.
alot of things happen this few days.
jus feel like sayin this.
don treat me as ur toy!!
im a human.
don dump me as n when u like.
i wont be the girl who ignore all these.
think abt it man.

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 10:10 PM

where u?

the time now is 1203.
i got nth to do nth to play.
im so sian seriously.
not that i got nth to play.
of cos i have.
but jus sian.
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is it because u r not here that i feel lonely?
the answer is yes.
im lonely without u..
when r u goin onlin?
when r u goin to talk to me.
r u alright?
is there ath happen to u?
jus 3 words.
i don kno.
i wann kno the answer!!
but how i talk to u now?
i wann u now!!
but i don think i will have u now.
haiz..
im so sian!!
i goin offlin soon.
then where r u?
haiz!!
i don kno i don kno.
i jus wann u now.
haiz..
freak me out!!

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 12:02 AM

back bloggin.
i now havin headache.
sian.
sick sia.
need stay at home.
but got people help me brin hw.
hahax.
my head very pain now.
end here.

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 11:52 PM

back postin.
mood back.
i have been crazy this few days.
i have been studyin this few days.
wow!!
u believe.
i did all my hw.
Oh God.
hahax.
jus now have tuition so funny sia.
i love tuition.
hahax.
i done my hw u believe.
im so guai.
im now very sian.
i don kno why.
hahax.
im tired..
slp soon..
great.
end now.

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 12:13 AM

moody

haiz..
not a gd day today.
emo in school for quite long.
wont say wat happen.
jus kno i got alot of tears.
nvm.
got scolded for nth.
stupid sia.
asshole!!
don wish to blog le.

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 11:31 PM