i almost fell aslp..hahax..so funny sia.hahax..is bad day manx...haiz...wat wrong with me goin to church i don get it.is there any wrong to go church?i don think so lor.why cant i go church.now can but not for service.that stupid.i go church is for the service ma.i kno is wrong to lie.but if i don lie can i go church no.i don think so.stupid!everything is like my fault.ya is my fault that i lie.do u ever think why i lie?is because u don let me go the place i wann to go!wat wrong with bein a Christian?i really jus don get it.u say don insult our religion.i nv.God don like me to lie i kno!!but God kno why i lie.God will forgive my sins.i really wann go church.have my studies really deprove?NO!but why i jus cant do the things i wann?i really wann go church.-----------------------------------------------
i went church n i lie to him i go school for lesson.he don believe.so he went school find me.of cos i wasn in school.because i went church.so he call me n ask me where am i.in church.the..i went for BMT.because i wann to.he even shout here shout there at me school.wat up with that?so he scold me on phone.n came to church.i was cryin like siao.who wont?he went to talk to Jamie.Jamie really understand.thx Jamie.she gave me a hug.befor i go up for BMT.he 12 come fetch me go.on the way back check my hp n nag.wat the..nag nag nag.now i found out why am i like this.is because of u.don let me do the things i wann.don let me go out.who will not be like this?no one.im like losin my freedom..jus because u don trust me at all!!forget it.i cry alot if times to day.i felt im a cry baby..-----------------------------------------------
is a cold day.n im still so cold now.i have already wear jacket.but i still feel cold.HELP!!nvm.hahax..Labels: To Be Loved ♥
♥so break my heart for the final time
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